Wednesday, August 25, 2010

Quick Journey to the Hospital

EJ fainted this morning while we were doing her hair.  I thought she was having a seizure, and so I took her to the hospital to be checked.  Turns out it was just a fainting episode brought on by the heat in the bathroom. 
We were drying her hair with the bathroom door closed.  It was getting really hot.  She said she was hot and we opened the door and she stepped into the hallway.  I told her to come back in the bathroom because it felt better with the door opened and we needed to finish her hair.
She came in and about 10 seconds later, she just slumped over the counter and put her head down.  I thought she was playing, but then her whole body just went limp & her arms & legs started twitching and I had to lean against her to keep her from falling onto the floor.  I keep replaying that moment in my mind and it makes me sick to my stomach.  Just watching her go unconscious and falling over.  I don't want to see that again.
I called to BJ and he went to get a blanket for her to lay on.  By then, I had backed up and sat on the tub with her sitting on my lap.  Then she started hallucinating and waving her arms around frantically.  We laid her on the floor and she started to panic because she said she couldn't hear us.  Her hearing returned, but her face was white and clammy.
We decided to take her to the hospital.

Things I learned:
1.  Fainting episodes are preceded by nausea, blurred or double vision (which she said she experienced...she saw 3 of her in the mirror when she came back into the bathroom), & dizziness.  When you experience those things, sit or lie down immediately.  Don't walk over to the bed or the couch.  Put yourself down immediately, or your body will do it for you.

2.  Seizures have no warnings.  They just occur and the patient doesn't remember what happened.  EJ remembered everything up until she passed out.  She also remembers little snippets of things while she was going in & out of consciousness...things like me touching her forehead, BJ holding her hand, her sitting against me, but then she would black out again.

3.  When the body overheats, it's blood pressure drops to cool the body down.  Blood flow, & therefore oxygen flow, decrease from the brain and, boom...down you go.

4.  Bodies can twitch during a fainting episode. If I had known that, I wouldn't have been AS worried.  But I was so afraid she had experienced a seizure because of the twitching.

5.  Vision, hearing, & cognitive skills are obviously affected by lack of blood flow to the brain.  Thus, the blurred vision, no hearing, & hallucinations ... it takes several minutes after consciousness for those skills to return to normal.

We were in the ER for the record time of 30 minutes, start to finish.  EJ went to work with me today and actually ended up sleeping for 3 hours.  She's doing much better now, although she is a little leery of overheating again.

Wow. I love that not-so-little girl a lot.


EJ on her 12th birthday at the Salt Lake Temple

Tuesday, August 24, 2010

A Different Kind of Journey

I know that life can change drastically in a moment, but I've never experienced it.  I've pondered it. I've tried to imagine it. But my experience is limited.

My friend was killed in a plane crash last night.  She was my husband's friend & my parent's friend & my mom's co-worker.  She lived in our neighborhood and attended church with my parents.  She sang in her church choir.  I performed with her in a musical about women 10 years ago.  She loved Young Women's Camp & I worked with her for several years in camp activities.  And now she's gone.

Her husband's life will never be the same.  Her children's life will never be the same.  Her son left on his mission expecting to see his mom when he came home.  He won't.

She was on her way to fulfill a life dream of hiking to the Base Camp on Mt. Everest.  She never made it to the trailhead.  The plane crashed in a remote area near Katmandu.  No one survived.  There is not much left.  I don't even know if there's anything to bury.

How do you deal with the loss of your spouse in such a way?  I don't know.  I know there is a lot of faith in Jesus Christ. I know that the Holy Ghost can comfort.  But the grief, the pain, the sadness is still there and still real and is necessary. The grieving process must be completed.

She left to accomplish one kind of journey and is now accomplishing a totally different one, as is her family.

Good luck on your new journey, Leuzi. You will be missed here.

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    Heather & Leuzi on one of their many trips.  Both were killed in the plane crash & both were co-workers with my mom.

Friday, August 20, 2010

Journey towards Education

I had to officially start school today.  (Insert sad face here)  I sat through 5 hours of meetings & a lunch. 

I REALLY like learning.  I am trying to instill that Love of Learning into my children at home.  That's why we homeschool.  I want them to LOVE learning & education, not hate it.  We encourage learning new things, we try to lead by example about learning, we try to not worry when they aren't up to State guidelines (and really, who cares about State Guidelines?  That's all they are...guidelines.)  I let them learn subjects when they're ready to learn them.  That's why Emily didn't learn to read until she was 10.  But she reads all the time now and she's a great little writer.  Best of all, she LOVES it. 

Really...who cares WHEN they learn it, as long as they learn it and are able to further their education in college?  If my child doesn't learn to do math until he is 16 or 17, does it really matter...as long as he learns it well & understands it. 

We all learn better when we are ready to learn a subject.  I'm currently in school to receive another teaching endorsement and I've made straight A's so far.  I've never made straight A's...EVER.  But I love what I'm learning, I love learning, & I'm ready for it.  That's when we learn the most and absorb it in to make it ours.

That's why I homeschool my kids.

Thursday, August 19, 2010

15 Minute Journey

15 minutes ... that's all it takes.

If there is something that you are overwhelmed about (laundry, dishes, packing, studying, weeding, etc.), just do it for 15 minutes.  Then call it quits.  And you can feel good about yourself.

Anyone can do anything for 15 minutes.  It's long enough to get something done and short enough that you can handle it, even if it's something you hate.

If you're feeling good, when that buzzer rings, set it for another 15 minutes & do some more.  If not, then don't.  Move on to something else.

It's really amazing what you can accomplish in 15 minutes.

Saturday, August 14, 2010

Menu Journey

Why is planning a menu such a job?  You've got to please everyone, deal with activities, work around allergies, & teach your kids to cook & be responsible...And then start over next week.  I should keep menus and just rotate them periodically, but there's a secret side of me that actually enjoys the process of menu-planning, shopping list planning, & grocery shopping. I find it therapeutic, even if it does take WAY too long.

Here's the plan for this week, amidst camping, choir practice/broadcast, school starting, church parties, & a birthday party.


Saturday 14            D Shanghai Chicken

Sunday 15       B  Cereal
                        L  Sandwiches
                        D  King Ranch Chicken, Salad
Monday 16      B  Hashbrowns, Sausage
                        L  Jerky, Trail Mix, Fruit
                        D  Best of Both Potatoes, Salad, Fondue
Tuesday 17      B  Oatmeal, Fruit
                        L  Sandwiches, Fruit
                        D  Taco Soup
Wednesday 18      B  Bagel Sandwich
                             L  Grapefruit Salad with Grilled Chicken
                             D  Café Rio Salad, Lime Rice, Pico
Thursday 19    B  Homemade Breakfast Sausage Burritos
                        L  Fresh Corn & Black Bean Salsa, Chips
                        D  Little Cheddar Meatloaves, Salad, Mashed Potatoes (EJ)
Friday 20         B  French Toast, Bacon
                        L Chicken Chop Salad
                       D Ward BBQ Dinner
Saturday 21     B  Apple Blueberry Pancakes
                        L Summer Chicken Salald
                        D  Goopy Chicken, Salad, Baked Potato (JJ)
Sunday 22       B  Cereal
                        L  Grilled Ham & Cheese Sandwich
                        D  Mischelle Dinner:  Enchiladas, Sp Rice, Guac, Salsa, Chips
                                   Crock Pot Chocolate Cake

Friday, August 13, 2010

Journey to Fashion-less Design

At what point do we change from caring about how we look to others to just wanting to be comfortable?  I went shopping the other day and saw something really cute hanging on the wall and began to walk over to it, but then I realized it was in the "teen" section and I'd look ridiculous in it.

So I walked over to the "Old Lady" section....just like my mother!

I buy things online now so I don't have to try them on at the store.... just like my mother!

I shop for things that hide my arms, hide my legs, aren't trendy, are more comfortable than fashionable....just like my mother!

Now I wear clothes like my mother. And I embarrass my daughter.  I've come full circle.

Wednesday, August 11, 2010

Summer of Journeys

Our Summer 2010 Travelogue:

Goblin Valley State Park to play on the goblins & hike an a-MAZE-ing canyon

Annual Yellowstone Fishing Trip for BJ & JJ, complete with LOTS of snow & ice

Logan, Utah for Sp Ed Conference (part of my schooling..1 credit for 1 week's worth of classes ... that sucks!)

Payson Lakes with the canoe

Wyoming, Nebraska, Missouri, Illinois, Iowa for our Church History Tour

Martin's Cove, Wyoming to mingle with the handcart pioneers, sun, wind, rain, hail, & rainbow

Mirror Lake for BJ & JJ, to hunt for salamanders in the rain

Fairview Canyon for EJ's 1st YW camp to get sunburned & spiritually uplifted

Our last hoorah will take place in Bryce Canyon National Park to visit the hoodoos

Phew, I'm tired... are you?

Tuesday, August 10, 2010

Journey of Learning....

1. Without a plan, you don't get anything done.
2. Reading scriptures makes you feel better about the day.
3. A clean kitchen makes you feel better when you wake up in the morning.
4. Carrying around a calendar & writing everything down so you don't forget is a good thing.
5. Spending time with certain people makes them easier to be around in the long run.
6. I love to sing in a choir.
7. I like little people with disabilities.
8. I am a rather calm & patient person.
9. I have the husband I truly need & always wanted.
10. I have amazing resilient children.
11. Whatever you fill your mind with is what you think about during the day.